Always missing You

I have to say that i miss you, but is more than that.

I did and still do a lot of things, just to try to get over you.

To get over us. Our past.

There was some people.

At first, you think that will be different;

That, finally, you'll get over your past;

But it was never different.

None of them made me feel special.

Made me feel what I felt with you.

I tried really hard, but I got tired to pretend.

Tired to fake feelings.

Actually, they were all different.

They were different from you.

And when I realized it,

I missed you even more.

I still do.

Missed us.

Missed me.

And it always makes me wonder if I'll

ever feel special again.